Sunday, March 16, 2008

Ideal VS Reality.. Disillusioned?

I guess it's an emo day for me. I came back early and thought I should go cycling to clear my thoughts a little.. but my bro wanted me to help him with my sis-in-law's lappy and I did. 1 hr passed by just like that and the CPU slided off the rack and landed on my foot. So, no more cycling. And the thoughts lingered, aggravated and disturbed me.

Can 2 person with different religions and views of God really be happy together?

I have a christian friend whose hubby doesn't really believe in God, but didn't mind being one. And I was confused that they somehow believe in geomacy and things like that. How come? Who compromised? Am I too strict (don't know what word to use) in my beliefs as a christian?

My sis-in-law comes from a christian family. They actually allow her to marry my bro who's a non-believer. My bro goes to church with her every week, I guess. BUT, he still wears an amulet or stuff like that and goes to the temple. Who compromised? How does she feel exactly?

I am very disturbed by these. Can I stand having a husband who doesn't believe in God as much as I do? So many things went through my mind.. And I can't help but feel a heavy weight on me. I'm filled with doubts as much as I don't want to entertain those doubts, I guess I still need to deal with them. So God, help me I pray!

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